I think I finally figured out the feeling that’s been bothering me most.
At William and Mary the entire campus is pretty much my home, I can walk out of my dorm at 1am and feel comfortable wandering around, going to play piano, going for a walk, etc. At home I do get bored a bit more easily than at William and Mary, but our house is pretty good sized, so I can wander around and pace and lounge around in different rooms. Here in Tokyo, I have 1 room. I don’t really feel that comfortable hanging out in the lounge all that often, but I do sometimes anyway. I think it’s really this only having one tiny room that’s really hurting me. I feel caged. Wow it feels good to figure something out about myself.